Being tired isn't so bad, when you're not tired anymore..

I frequently stay up far too late, and then get up at a (at least semi) normal hour in the morning.  In my experience, that is not conducive to being fully awake and not tired all the time.  But I still do it.  Why?

One of the reasons is because when I'm tired like that, at some point you get to the point where you're so tired that you're no longer tired.  

The point where, if you sit or lie down for even a short moment, it starts getting to you, but as long as you're going..you're not tired.

That's a favorite reason of mine.  Though, not a reasonable one.

Another reason is because it's almost like being drunk.  Not that I really have any experience with that yet, but it's kind of what I imagine as being drunk.  

Lowered inhibitions, laugh at everything, trouble speaking sometimes, unbalanced.  To me, that sounds drunk.

But with me, it's just being tired.  

Anyone else experience that?

Thanks for listening.

SheWhoMustWearHats

Life doesn't want me to vlog.

I was supposed to make a video today, but I just couldn't.  

I woke up at like 4:30, about two hours before my alarm.  

Then hung out in bed trying in vain to sleep a bit more before my alarm would go off.

Then I went to sew, which lasted until 1:00, which was when my sister came to pick me up.  

Then we went home, and I had to do dishes because my best friend was coming over to pick me up so we could go hang out.  

And here I am, at 6:45, not going to be home until late, and still no video.  

I am determined though.  December is extremely busy, but on the next semi free day, I will attempt to make a video.

Sorry it's taking so long..

Ciao,

SheWhoMustWearHats

Sleeping is nice..except when it isn't..

Do you ever have those nights where you just have a terrible time of sleeping?

I mean, I'm a pretty decent sleeper.  Typically my problem is that I just go to bed really late.

But occasionally I have those nights where I very irritatingly wake up every hour on the hour.

It's extremely annoying.  I don't feel rested at all, and I slept until 12.  It's terrible.

And as far as I can tell, it's not because of any weird dreams or anything, cause typically I remember my dreams.  

It's just that every hour, on the hour, it's as if an alarm goes off in my head saying 

"you're going to be late! Get up! Get up! Get up!"

It's the kind of waking up where you bolt upright and are halfway out of bed before you realize what time it is.  

Then it's cold, because you're no longer in your nest of blankets, and it takes a long time to get back to sleep because of the abruptness of the wake up.

Well..that's my little post for this morning.  I may write later, but no guarantee.

Ciao,

SheWhoMustWearHats